Wednesday, 24 November 2010

Apparently friends

Pure anger is what i'm feeling now, i'm so angry i'm shaking.

Why is no one grateful for my friendship? why is it always a battle?
It's either me holding a friendship by a thread and trying desperately to keep them from snapping off, doing everything I can for them, planning my life around them, waiting to take a bullet for them.
or i'm a selfish bitch that only cares about my image.
how can that be the same person?
I think about all my friends throughout my life every single day, I don't forget anyone.

I thought back-chatting was immature when I was in year 9.
I had enough of that shit in EGA.
I hate, hate, HATE people that are all friendly with someone, then turn around and say 'god i hate that girl'
I've seen someone do that and it made me think they were such a shit of a person.
if you dont like me, that's fine
but it KILLS me to know that someone who I thought I was friends with was saying they didn't like me behind my back.
I dont like being taken for a dickhead.
And I don't do 'pretend friends'



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