Hello forbidden...

I saw you today.
It's been a while, in fact it's been a long while.
I don't really know what to think anymore.
Still got butterflies. Wanted to breakdown. Scream at you.

But I watched you leave and let the moment pass.
I wish I could have a better memory.
Remember everything.
Not that you remember me.

'I'm impossible to forget, but hard to remember.'

Watched Elizabethtown today, really liked it
my opinion has nothing to do with the fact that im still obsessed with Orlando Bloom.
nothing.

'It took a world of trouble.
It took a world of tears.
It took a long time, to get back here.'

www.wamhair.com

When I nearly passed out on a shoot from how bright the lights were.

Good times.

Ostwald Helgason lookbook AW09

First pictures from the shoot done; 04/03/09

Can you read my mind?

The Killers play a spectacular show at London O2

The Secret History

by Donna Tartt is incredible.

I would like to re-read it and write down all my favourite quotes, but i'll just find a few at the end;

'Alas, poor gentlemen,
he look'd not like the ruins of his youth
but the the ruins of those ruines.'
-John Ford
The broken Heart

"Mais, vrai, j’ai trop pleuré ! Les Aubes sont navrantes, Toute lune est atroce et tout soleil amer L'âcre amour m'a gonflé de torpeurs enivrantes. Ô que ma quille éclate ! Ô que j'aille à la mer !"
-Arthur Rimbaud

'There are such things as ghosts. And we believe in them every bit as much as Homer did. Only now we call them by different names. Memory. The unconcious.'

'It took everything I had to say goodbye then, again for the last time. Like poor Orpheus turning for a last backward glance at the ghost of his only love and in the same heartbeat losing her forever: hinc illae lacimae, hence those tears.'

'The dead appear to us in dreams, because that's the only way they can make us see them; what we see is only a projection, beamed from a great distance, light shining at us from a dead star.
-Achilles

In conclusion;

'Trees are schizophrenic now and begining to loose control. Enraged by the shock of their fiery new colours. Van Gogh said that orange is the colour of insanity. Beauty is terror. we want to be devoured by it , to hide ourselves in that fire which refines us.'

Shoots in my First Year

13/01/08 - Mix te magzine
main fashion
Photographer: Sandra Freij

20/01/08- Italian Vanity Fair
12 girl editorial story
photographer: Chris Craymer

08/02/08 -JO JO & Malou
Amelia's magazine
Photogrpaher: Marcus palmqvist

20/02/08- 2 shoots : Laura Grant (Elle) & Victora park shoot with Ross

02/03/08 - Josephina's Final Collection
Photographer: Emily Hope

30/03/08 - test
Southend
Photogrpaher: Alex Sainsbury

13/04/08- test
Battersea
Photographer: Ella Hawes

17/04/08- Elle
Accessories story
Photographer: Jason Ell

17/05/08 -Adrian Wilson
London School of Communications
Photographer: Adrain Wilson

03/07/08 -Sunday Times
Julian Verlard Music
Photographer: Rich Pushinsky

16/07/08 -2nd WAM Shoot
Video&shoot
Photographer:

30/08/2008 - Amelia's magazine
main fashion
Photographer: Aye Sekine

04/10/08 -Dress Lab/Qvest Magazine
Beauty shoot
Photographer: Nathan Murrell

29/10/08- Clothes Show
Shoot for Select
Photographer: Richard Stow

11/11/08 -Dealer DeLux Magazine
8 page hair story
photographer: Jochen Braun

15/01/09- Nylon Magazine
Nike for Nylon
photographer: Valerie philips
free trainers

01/02/09 -Junky Styling
lookbook
photographer: SAYAKA MARUYAMA
free blazer

14/02/09- Louise Markey
LFMarkey lookbook
photographer: clara blomqvist
£150

15/02/09- Bolongoro and Trevor
lookbook
photograper: Richard Stow
£300 credit

20/02/09 -Central Saint Martins Show
London Fashion Week

London Fashion Week

Central Saint Martins' Show- Feb 2009

My first newspaper claim to fame:

In the Metro under a heading reading

'WHAT WERE THEY THINKING'